Thursday, September 28, 2006

awake

it's late
a cool breeze just kicked up
breathing
feels good on my brain

Monday, September 25, 2006

backside

I have a new
woman
in my life
she's forcing me
to go right
I think
I like her

butterflies...

...filled my line-up
yesterday
not your usual
sea fare
simply
beautiful

Thursday, September 21, 2006

placid

still water
can be deceiving
the calm exterior
often rages
underneath

bully

harassing
poking
cajoling
can't stop

can you?
congratulations
you've accomplished
what you set out to do
I'm responding

find a new hobby

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

terse

never offer
more information

than
required
I can do that

blah blah blah

is it just me?
my whole life
I've felt
like an idiot
as if
I talk
to walls
if these walls could talk...
I imagine
they would tell me
to shut the fuck up.

overdrive

how do I ease
my racing mind
slow it down
take it out of overdrive
too many thoughts
unanswered
too many ideas
unheard
Billie
Sarah
Etta
offer no help

Monday, September 18, 2006

cleansing

spent
a couple hours
in the water
yesterday
waves were fun
water was warm
smiles & laughter
in the lineup
all the tears
shed
the previous day
were washed away
with
one wave

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Blue

ever have one of those days?
the kind of day
where only
Miles Davis
and a bottle of red
will suffice....

metastatic

the room was
emotionally charged
to say the least
so many
beautiful
women
thriving

red

going to a luncheon
today
for breastcancer
survivors
Red's mother
is one of those
survivors
Red worries
that her own beautiful
double d's
will one day be gone
I don't think
she believes me when
I tell her
breasts
don't make her
beautiful

Monday, September 11, 2006

?

emotionally exhausted
I let the little things
get to me
embarrassing
really

absent

haven't been here
in awhile
a lot going on
beginnings
endings
life